sometimes i feel used. i’ve been going out a lot with this girl from work. i guess she just got out of a relationship a few months back. we’ve gone to some pretty fancy places. today at the drug rep dinner someone asked if we were secretly dating. and she said no. and i said yea we’re just going out to dinner. i guess maybe i should have said something else. like maybe that YEAH, WE ARE SECRETLY DATING! no, that would have been weird. but i am weird.
i would like to date this girl. she’s super fun, i like her stories. she’s pretty. she amazingly smart. and she likes to eat great food. the only problem is that she’s moving to boston in june for residency. i have two more years in columbus. could it work? possibly. but is there anything to make work right now? we are technically just eating dinner together. my friend laura says i should just “make a move.” she describes this as trying to hold her hand or trying to kiss her. what the heck.
